A list of things I am waiting for

• My next therapy appointment, so I can finally talk about anxiety medication (or avoid talking about it?)
• My grades to post so I can know if I got a 4.0 for my first semester as a college student
• The COVID vaccine so I can have a life again
• My Sad Week (TM) to end so I can stop crying
• This period of restlessness to pass so I can finally get some good sleep (and maybe reduce the anxiety and sadness)
• Spring.
• My advisor to reply about my class selection for next semester
• Clients to show back up with new work for the year.
• The IRS to update HR Block with Schedule C so I can file taxes
• My stimulus payment (or not), so I’ll know how to file
• This guy to text me back
• These plugins to download
• My attention span to return enough to read
• One or both cats to get really sick, so that I’ll know the end is nigh

Why am I like this?