Decorative Flower
Her Realm, Personal website and blog of Cole
Aug 05

Part II

hearing: Heather Nova – Gloomy Sunday
feeling: tired/horny/sore
wanting: Rian

So I talked to Randy yesterday, and it really was him. We discussed how Patricia stole his MSN account, how their marriage was doomed from the getgo, an “incident” and he confessed the both of them to have their psycho “moments.” It seems they’re both victims and criminals to themselves and eachother. Sad. People do deserve happiness but no one said marriage – or life, for that face – was easy.

Onto another topic, something has piqued my interest in BDSM and D/s again so I’ll probably be spending more time focusing on that and hopefully expanding my knowledge and myself as an individual.

Have a few layout ideas but i’m currently working on the sex section. Time flies more when I work on the site than during any other internet activity so it takes a lot of motivation for me to sit down and work on a few pages. Plus, it’s difficult to organize my thoughts.

The fair is in town and I want to go to a few concerts plus attend wristband day on Sunday which will work out since I have Saturday off.

Rian is now in Japan and I miss him already! I hope communication isn’t too severely severed but I guess we’ll see. )=

Another cashier at work has been telling people about “Poor Nicole” who just married and her husband is “so mean” to her. -lmfao* Poor abused me, eh? I think she just misunderstood when I was talking about Tim being an asshole but, still, she has no right to talk about my personal life amongst others, especially at work and when I work with family members, who knows what will travel at the speed of sound. I’ll try to talk to her tonight, if she’s working.

anyway, I’m tired and since one of the concerts I want to see is tonight, I should sleep.


Jul 24

Emo and Sad

I’m emo and sad
emo and sad
i feel so bad
I’m emo and sad
screamo and sad!
you were the best i ever had
and now you’re gone
so I’m emo and sad
emo and sad
screamo and sad!
there was a guy who said
that i gave bad head
the worst he ever had
so now I’m emo and sad
emo and sad


Jul 03

New song -sl*

Cat, dog, bird or hog
if you wanna get with ’em you’re gunna get with ’em
they say love is blind
that’s for sure this time
species don’t mean a thing

You say species don’t mean a thing
they say you don’t know what you’re doing
but you’re not listening

your last boyfriend was a purebred horse
but all the fur you didn’t stop you of course
on the outside he was coarse
but he was also hung like a…

You say species don’t mean a thing
they say you don’t know what you’re doing
but you’re not listening

Some people say you’re crazy even though you think you’re fine
it’s not to obvious to you that you’re crossing the line
you’re too busy with another of those swine

You say species don’t mean a thing
they say you don’t know what you’re doing
but you’re not listening


Jun 16

my new hit single! available in stores!

feeling: silly

another penguin wants my body
can’t help it that i’m such a hottie
the way he looks at me makes me wanna get naughty
with another penguuuiiiiiiiiinnnnn

One day I was walking down the street and then
i heard a cat call from a mighty fine penguin
i knew this was only a game i could win
so we went and got a room at the holiday inn

another penguins wants my body
can’t help it that i’m such a hottie
the way he looks at me makes me wanna get naughty
with another penguuuiiiiiiiiinnnnn

these days that penguin’s out the door
but ive seen seven more!
some people call more a whore
at least my job aint a chore

another penguin wants my body
can’t help it that i’m such a hottie
the way he looks at me makes me wanna get naughty
with another penguuuiiiiiiiiinnnnn

well 38 and four fifths penguins later, i had an std
i knew sooner or later a penguin would lie to me
didnt have time to ask how this could be
the doctor also told me to expect a baby

another penguin wants my body
can’t help it that i’m such a hottie
the way he looks at me makes me wanna get naughty
with another penguuuiiiiiiiiinnnnn

but now, i’m all alone
ain’t got no place to go home
next time another penguin wants my body
i’ll surely tell him no

another penguin wants my body
can’t help it that i’m such a hottie
the way he looks at me makes me wanna get naughty
with another penguuuiiiiiiiiinnnnn


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