Decorative Flower
Her Realm, Personal website and blog of Cole
Dec 25

Godzilla!

it’s christmas and i’m in japan
though i’m happy to be with my man
there’s something awful in this land
it’s GODZILLA!
GODZILLA!

he, eats cities like tokyo
he’s a big green lizard, don’t cha know
those teeth and claws aren’t just for show
it’s GODZILLA!
GODZILLA!

you better run of you’ll find
you’re the perfect snack for this monster kind
to your cries he’ll pay no mind
it’s GODZILLA!
GODZILLA!

GODZILLA – he’s green
GODZILLA – he’s mean
GODZILLA – it’s obscene
it’s GODZILLA!
GODZILLA

You better run or you’ll die
that’s not superman in the sky
there’s no time to ask why
it’s GODZILLA!
GODZILLA!


Dec 16

Oh noes! Crows!

I awoke today to the sound of one of our “epic” crows cawing and it was quite loud. Loud enough, in fact, that I wondered if he was in the house. Actually my exact thoughts were “Oh my god! Is the patio door shut? Did a crow get in?”

So I get up and go to check but stop at the living room door because, really, if a crow did find its way in, what the hell am I going to do about it? Shut the door and go back to the bedroom until Rian gets home and it kills him? -chuckles- I don’t want to be flapped to death or eaten or pooped on or anything.

Anyway, I listened to him for a while and peaked out the patio doors to see that he was on the balcony and one door was shut, so that meant no killer crows for me. However, our doors have 2 (well 2.5, really) “layers” of doors – it’s most annoying – and Rian only ever shuts the door on the inside which explains why Mr Crow was so loud.

Too bad I don’t have a picture of our epic crows to post here. )=


Dec 07

Anxiety

I feel a little bit panicky. A little paranoid. A whole lot unsure. Perhaps a tint of depressed. I feel confused and overwhelmed. I am suddenly floundering in this tumultuous sea which I used to have under reign. At least, I used to pretend I did. I feel a little undone, a little unwound. I feel shook up.

Most importantly, I feel. I feel as though I am alive. I feel as though I am really in this moment.

And I’m not sure if I’m looking at the world in some sort of renewed clarity or if my vision is so blurred that I just think I am.

What am I even doing here? Who do I think I am? What else do I have? What do I do from here? Will this all go away if I ignore it enough? Am I strong enough to handle this?


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