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Okay so tonight was west’s homecoming dance. I don’t go there – but I went to the middle school for that side of town and 3 out of 4 years I have gone to their homecoming dance with my friends from there whom I consider my real friends

well you see I had to convince one of my friends to go.. and she’s the one that picked me up and stuff so after having a fairly bad day she picked me up early and we redyed my hair and stuff at her house but then she goes online and talks to Steve and were supposed to be going to our other friends house and she wont get ready but we get ready and go to Robyn’s – only Ashley is late.. so we all finish and they take some pictures but I didn’t want to because I felt self conscious around Robyn’s family then we leave – Christina has to take her mom home Nikki, Ashley, and I go straight to the place and I leave my stuff in Nikki’s car

what happens is that Nikki sits there and doesn’t dance at all and we try to get her to but she feels like she HAS to go with a guy in order to have fun so she spends her time sitting at a table and whenever we come by her she leaves.. and then she give Christina her camera and tell s her to “Waste” the pictures long story short – she leaves and tells me shell drop our stuff off tomorrow

well then Christina and I decide we wanna go to Perkin’s but Ashley wants to stay so Christina and I stay in the gym cause its quieter less hot our feet hurt my ear hurts

the rest of the people come out and Ashley says she wants to go to Robyn’s and watch movies but I really wanna go to Perkin’s so she finally gives in and calls her parents and asks, but I wanted to get pictures but I felt like after the sweating we all looked pretty bad

and THEN i remember my camera is in Nikki’s coat pocket

so we go to Perkin’s but I’m really upset that Nikki has done this when this is like our last blast and I think after tonight we lost a friend

so I get there and I’m not happy and then we get this hot gay waiter and he comments about how I’m glaring and makes stupid jokes and eventually i have fun but I seriously feel bad especially because I used to be the girl that did that anyway he called me cute and all I could say is “you don’t want to fuck cute” you know I’m sick of being cute.. That’s for little girls
we make some jokes about the mirror by us being two way and stuff and I didn’t order right away so it takes ages for met o order and by then I needed take out and we were like yea doggy bag let’s tap on the two way mirror – he’s behind us.. and he appears!

oh I skipped the part where he asked if he could pet me and I said yes.. He was damn fine
So we drop me off first because I’m closest, and then I talk to Rian a bit.. Well fought -smh* And it wasn’t any fun – it didn’t get me anywhere but upset. He doesn’t seem to realize that I’m longing for him – not just anyone. I don’t want anyone else.

p.s. My hair does not have spots now, and I like it much better.. I’d take a picture but I look like I just woke up, because I did and I don’t have any of my makeup etc.

the people i wont forget
karissa, sheng, jarrod, jake, shannon, mary ann (but only cause i wont be able to), ashley, robyn, joshy
yasha, mrs cane, mrs buelow, mrs hietpas, mr vanmiegan
online : nicky, beth, niccie, shelly, kenny(wi), kenny, randy, jason, liz, shan, chris, dusty, josh, erik

oh my fucking sweet goddess of all mercy!

last night i went to the junior girls, winter formal. it started with pictures at school, in the auditorium lobby. there i saw someone else wearing my dress. i went with Brian, as friends, however his girlfriend also went. i felt rather uncomfortable, but he looked nice. no flowers, my fault, i told him he didnt need to do anything ritualistic, my bad. -l* dances aren’t my strong spot. so we have pictures taken, i think they turned out well, but i wasn’t feeling especially pretty. my hair wouldn’t hold a curl. when we took the curling iron off it wasn’t even curled! i had wanted to be beautiful. yuck.

Next was the grand march, which we skipped. we went to the green mill, the restaurant where Mary Ann works. we ate. (we being Mary Ann and i and our dates) she booked a hotel room for the girls for last night. we wound up being a little late. Mary Ann was doing 100 on the way back to wausau.

we entered the elks club, to eat, even though we had just eaten. there were not enough spaces to sit. this i don’t understand because they had a list of everyone who was planning on attending and their dates. in any case they should have had extra seats. Mary Ann and i sat together, our dates were on their own. josh Mary Ann’s date, was all by himself. so i ate quickly, the food was gross, and sat by him.

my date had eventually found his girlfriend. by the time the food showed up, a good 45 minutes late, we were rushed the eat. they cleared of the tables while i was eating my cheescake! then it was time to dance. my shoes were hurting my feet, the night was not going well, and i didn’t have a date. i didn’t want to dance.

Ramon had proposed we would all go bowling, so i made sure Brian would have a ride home. we hung up his jacket, but then everyone wanted to dance. i really despise club/dance type music. and i don’t think people should skank dance in formal wear. we were also hanging out with some people i really despise. i think i was having as much fun as most of the guys there. :\ Scotty left because he wasn’t having any fun, he looked so cute though!

i finally convinced everyone to leave, by threatening to walk home in freezing cold weather. i felt bad. really bad. but i wasn’t having any fun. this was also after Skelly told me that if her boyfriend asked me to dance i should dance because she had told him to ask me! i know she was trying to be nice but she did not succeed!

so we left, and went bowling. and had lots of fun. we bowled in formal dresses and tuxedos. we laughed. we went back to the hotel, and were planing on just hanging out until everyone had to leave. Mary Ann’s sister was there, along with her husband and their friends. they told us to shut up every time we spoke. seems like they did their best to make us seem really young. her sister dislikes me almost as much as i despise her. stupid cunt.

they finally left around 1, when they should have been gone by midnight. Katie and mike stayed. she whined until he came back fro driving everyone home. she accidentally turned off the heat. it was 55 when we woke up. she also was having nightmares to halfway through the night she opened the curtains and turned on the big light next to me. i was freezing and had light shining in my eyes. i also had no socks for today. -lol* not like it mattered because the shoes i was wearing couldn’t fit socks anyway. i forgot to bring any others.
ugh.

Lady Crow 666: say suck my prosthetic penis with a lisp
DeterioratedRose: Omg .. what the hell is wrong with you!!! Say what?? wow .. how tasty.
Lady Crow 666: put on a fake lisp
Lady Crow 666: and say that
Lady Crow 666: hehe
Lady Crow 666: and thanks
Lady Crow 666: i try
Lady Crow 666: lol
Lady Crow 666: t’make it tasty that is
DeterioratedRose: Mmm .. I think I’ll pass. Mum’s in the other room hehe. She already thinks I have enough problems. She dun need a an even more sick minded daughter with a forming lisp.
Lady Crow 666: lol
DeterioratedRose: To make it tasty .. how funny, so you. heh
Lady Crow 666: lol
DeterioratedRose: If I make more rambling remarks will you strain yourself?
Lady Crow 666: strain?
Lady Crow 666: well
Lady Crow 666: with a strainer
Lady Crow 666: i s’pose
Lady Crow 666: however..
Lady Crow 666: i am not a noodle
DeterioratedRose: I’ll be the judge of that.
Lady Crow 666: -blinks*
Lady Crow 666: wtf?
DeterioratedRose: You are a bit dry, and flaky around the edges.
DeterioratedRose: hehe not that you sicko!
Lady Crow 666: that was great!
Lady Crow 666: n/m
Lady Crow 666: i didnt even mean that
DeterioratedRose: Mmmhmm … whatever you say.
DeterioratedRose: hehe
Lady Crow 666: like its your choice whether or not i am a noodle
Lady Crow 666: -lol*
DeterioratedRose: Sure it is, in my dark twisted mind.
DeterioratedRose: I can still think bad, evil, weird things can’t I?
Lady Crow 666: no!
Lady Crow 666: who told you you could?
Lady Crow 666: -jumps on m’donkey, grabs m’gun, and gallops after ’em*
DeterioratedRose: *bows down and worships her mistress* The voices?
DeterioratedRose: lol
DeterioratedRose: my*
DeterioratedRose: meh .. what are you on?
Lady Crow 666: i dunno
DeterioratedRose: I want some!
Lady Crow 666: heh

i wake up and tim is telling me lita (and john and lilyanne who are from cali) are here.. and i knew they were coming but cause its summer and i dont keep track of the days very well -lol* i didnt realize it would be today
so finally after some snoozieness i get up and not only is lita, john and lilyanne here, so iz liz and josh and jessica and her daughter anastacia
josh and jessica are m’uncle john’s kids (the one that lives with us)
tim went t’pick up mom
so she gets home blah blah here they got kfc, only the yucky kinda with bones so i had a turkey pot pie not that that matters we visit and take lots of pics.. lilyanne really wanted t’see the cats but shes afraid of the dogs so i had t’pick her up whenever they were around
shes uber cute
and then ana really liked me.. as soon as i got out there she wanted t’come by me.. and the two little ones were all playing together..
ana liked tippy.. when she was on the lead an went over there.. but she like wanted t’pet the dog and just have the dog stay there.. which tip did cause she is such a nice doggy (= tippy loved it
she giggled in this like uber happy way
but these guys were great. eventually ed showed up and i bitched at him but hes like “i dont care whine whine blah”
oh and grandpa got up before i went t’sleep -lol*
hmm so john lilyanne and lita left
and lita was going back down t’rapids so she just gave grandpa bus money..
then john took josh somewhere and tim had t’work and liz left
so we visited with jessica and ana a bit.. then dave decided he didnt want grandpa taking the bus back so he offered t’drive him and they invited me along
a little before that carrie showed up with tim (who isnt important just part of the story) and i had t’help him do some internet crap
we all thought it was kinda mean.. of lita t’do that cause she was staying with grandma
so we drove down there..
and on the way backed stopped at this uber fucking nice mcdonalds
i was like holy shit.. heh but i dun like their food and anyway we came back and carrie and mary ann were here so like i talked t’them and mary ann and i might go see tool like two days before school starts..