i am really outta this loop.
people don’t talk to me any more, even when i try. -l*
and all these others keep in contact outside the site and i dont.. and when i find out people have pages, and i’m not on their friends page, it fucking depresses me.
you’d never understand.
its deja vu, this is what got me down before..
and it’s not right, but grr.
i don’t know how to deal with the way that i am.
i’m not special anymore