11/17/2007

Some days I just wake up and feel like there is absolutely no way the day can be productive.This usually sets me up to be in a bad mood all day. I usually feel as though there's no point to being up and want to sleep until the next morning (or until I die) but this isn't a better alternative, either. So I beat myself out of bed and spend the rest of the day being miserable until I can crawl back into bed and go to sleep (sleep which I now no longer want).

Often, it's because I wake up late and much of the day is already gone. This is especially frustrating here when everything closes up at around 4:30 (many places close up at 2) and I need to leave hours earlier if I must take the bus to get someplace. Granted, many places are open at early as 7 or 7:30 in the morning but this is not a reasonable time for any normal human being to be awake, now is it?

Today was one of those days. Lots of being grumpy because there's no reason to be up but sleeping won't help either. Snapping at Rian because I'm in a fowl mood. Brooding and being lost in angsty thought. Generally unpleasant to be me or to be near me.

Of course, soon I'll need to go to sleep to go to a job I hate in the morning (though it's morning already) and I'm not tired. I'm too grumpy to go to sleep anyway.

Of course, you could say I bring this all on myself.
Cole @ 10:03 AM
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