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It seems this week I have bene spending much time with old friends, and that is a great thing. Yesterday Ashe and I were going to drive out to Amanda's grave and my old school, but her mom wouldn't let her. Wouldn't you know that was a stroke of luck to counteract my bad luck.
I was working on the layout for the new domain when the computer froze and upon restarting it, it gave me an error message about not being able to load my user profile because something was corrupt. Yadda yadda yadda. All my settings are gone and it has reverted to the default windows profile. Although all my stuff is still there (and some of it a little difficult to find) I need to restore my computer completely. I cannot change Windows settings, nor can I change any other settings.
Thus I have been sitting here burning cd's, and I just need to finish burning all my music and I'll be ready. I am not looking forward to having to reinstall all the programs and such that I use, but perhaps the computer will run a little better and some of the problems I have been having will stop.
This is extremely aggrivating, and untimely because I want to work on the new domain. However, when Ashe came over and I discovered what my computer was doing we went to fetch Ben, because Ben can fix everything.. or not. It seems he didn't quite know what to do about this, but it's okay because I would not want to continue working with the system like this. I couldn't be sure if something else were to happen, and in any case it's best to stop while I'm ahead and still have everything.
So Ben came over and looked at the computer along with eyeing up my monitor. -grins* We then went back to Ben's where he got a movie and returned to Ashe's to watch it. She was practically sleeping by the time it was done and I had a headache. We walked back to Ben's and the plan was that he would drive me home, but instead we stayed at his house and talked. To make a long story short I wound up spending the night because we talked into the wee morning hours. He's a good guy, I think.
Anyway, this computer's a mess and sometihng went wrong with the last Cd I burned. -mutters* Hopefully things will be solved soon. Wish me luck.
Cole @ 6:55 PM
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hearing: Xtina
feeling: warm
wanting: Rian (and a shower)
There's something extremely rewarding about spending time with an old friend, with whom you haven't done anything in a while. Last nigh I went over to my friend Sav's house and we watched movies, talked, and just hung out. It was nice because I used to go over there quite often and sometimes wuold stay for days and she's just a great person with whom to be.
She has a very creative outlook (and I mean that entirely positively) and the way she looks at things is refreshing. She's one of the few people whom I believe when she says things about me. It can be a great boost of ego, and sometimes do the excact opposite, but the past day has been a lot of fun.
When I'm with her my crazy ideas don't seem to crazy and I feel a little bit more bold than I usually do. She doesn't embarass easily and does things that might embarass her if she were someone else, but she's not and for that I am glad. I generally am not embarassed by her because we share some very deep bonds, I think. She hasn't always lived here and I tihnk part of her mindset comes from where she used to live. I'm not sure where from whence some of my ideas come because I have always lived here. I must just be destined for something bigger. -s*
Anyway, today we saw a movie, The Stepford wives. I didn't really know anything about it, but she wanted to see it and it suonded okay. It was a pretty good movie with both strong male and female leads, along with a great performance by Bette Midler. I just loved her character. So, I suggest that if you're bored and lok for a movie to see, go watch that. (=
I also brought over some disks with spyware killers because some form of spyware reset her resolution and she had spyware all over the place, I guess. I adjusted the resolution, which was a little tricky because it was set so low that I couldn't see it, but with a stroke of luck it worked. We rid her computer of about 500 different pieces of spyware and now it seems to be working much better. After her mom returned home, she paid me for that which was really nice.
Eventually we wound up going home and on the wya Jerry (Sav's mom's boyfriend) asked if we wanted to stop someplace, so we went to Burger King. Sav paid (just like the movie) and we ordered. We also took some of the little crowns and then it was a few more blocks until home.
Home is nice because I need a shower, but Sav's house is also nice. It was a little messy which made it feel comfortable and lived in, which I prefer over houses that have plastic on the furniture. Besides, they have a new puppy and I'm sure he helped make some of the mess. d= It also has a very nice smell which Icouldn't help but notice all today.
I'm quite odd like that sometimes, but it's okay. As I said earlier today, I feel really me these days.
Cole @ 11:44 PM
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feeling: warm
wanting: Rian (and a shower)
There's something extremely rewarding about spending time with an old friend, with whom you haven't done anything in a while. Last nigh I went over to my friend Sav's house and we watched movies, talked, and just hung out. It was nice because I used to go over there quite often and sometimes wuold stay for days and she's just a great person with whom to be.
She has a very creative outlook (and I mean that entirely positively) and the way she looks at things is refreshing. She's one of the few people whom I believe when she says things about me. It can be a great boost of ego, and sometimes do the excact opposite, but the past day has been a lot of fun.
When I'm with her my crazy ideas don't seem to crazy and I feel a little bit more bold than I usually do. She doesn't embarass easily and does things that might embarass her if she were someone else, but she's not and for that I am glad. I generally am not embarassed by her because we share some very deep bonds, I think. She hasn't always lived here and I tihnk part of her mindset comes from where she used to live. I'm not sure where from whence some of my ideas come because I have always lived here. I must just be destined for something bigger. -s*
Anyway, today we saw a movie, The Stepford wives. I didn't really know anything about it, but she wanted to see it and it suonded okay. It was a pretty good movie with both strong male and female leads, along with a great performance by Bette Midler. I just loved her character. So, I suggest that if you're bored and lok for a movie to see, go watch that. (=
I also brought over some disks with spyware killers because some form of spyware reset her resolution and she had spyware all over the place, I guess. I adjusted the resolution, which was a little tricky because it was set so low that I couldn't see it, but with a stroke of luck it worked. We rid her computer of about 500 different pieces of spyware and now it seems to be working much better. After her mom returned home, she paid me for that which was really nice.
Eventually we wound up going home and on the wya Jerry (Sav's mom's boyfriend) asked if we wanted to stop someplace, so we went to Burger King. Sav paid (just like the movie) and we ordered. We also took some of the little crowns and then it was a few more blocks until home.
Home is nice because I need a shower, but Sav's house is also nice. It was a little messy which made it feel comfortable and lived in, which I prefer over houses that have plastic on the furniture. Besides, they have a new puppy and I'm sure he helped make some of the mess. d= It also has a very nice smell which Icouldn't help but notice all today.
I'm quite odd like that sometimes, but it's okay. As I said earlier today, I feel really me these days.
Cole @ 11:44 PM
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hearing: Christina A
feeling: sore
wanting: Rian
There is only one subject about which I can speak subjectively: my cat. I acredit this to my lost childhood, but we all have our own sob stories so I won't go into it. I'll just say that I wish sometimes I could express the emotions I feel about certain things, because no matter if I'm speaking of my boyfriend, my friends, or my favourite band, I always come off quite matter of factly.
It's difficult to speak with emotion, because I'm afraid of sounding sentimental when I'm striving for sensitive, but here goes.
I miss Rian, a lot. When I say a lot I can guarantee that you have no idea just how much I am pining for this boy. I realize he's one of the very few people I talked to on a regular basis, and now more than ever I have empty time on my hands and nothing to do.
I've been going to sleep early, and waking up early because of this. I've watched so many movies, it's insane and it's just to fill the time. Right now I really wish I had a job, not just for money but for something to do and for the social aspects as well. I've been dreaming about working and these dreams have been emotion-filled. I feel as though I haven't been trying hard enough, but I'm not sure what else I can do about it. I fill out applications, turn them in, call back in a few days.. and still, nothing. -sigh*
I've seen a lot of Ashe lately, which is okay but she can become annoying quickly. I dislike going ot her house because she watches clips of rockstars whom I am not entirely interested in, or movies that suck. She also spends a lot of time online or whing aobut how she can't talk to Max which isn't too much fun for me, although we have talked to him on mic and he's a pretty nice guy.
I really can't handle it when my friends whine, partly because I don't know what to say to make it better and partly because I just don't care. Sometimes I seem so removed from my own life, as though I could just up and leave without ever returning and befine. That scares me because without these people, I have no one and I know they'd feel betrayed to know this. I'm bad at tense situations, anyway. I am the joker and I often tell jokes at inappropriate moments, but I cannot help it.
I am so incredibly bored, and I cannot stand it. Today Ashe and Wendy came over and we took the dogs for a walk. Walking with the dogs is fun but I really wouldn't want ot wlak them by myself because it either means two trips or one very dangerous walk with both dogs. -laughs* The dogs enjoyed it immensely.
I like taking walks a lot, more than everyone I know and I don't know why. I like the movement and how I can slow down to the pace of my thoughts, or the beat of music. I have insanely strong calf muscles, and they're one of my favourite things on my body. I bought some new shoes that are pink and beige-ish so while I walk I'll be trying to kepe them clean. They're very cute and so far breaking them in has been relatively painless, except for some toe cramps today. -lol*
I also went to Ben's today and that was fun. I didn't feel as thoughhe was dragging me along which is how I feel with some people. It was rather comfortable and we watched Kill Bill. It was fine overall, but I hadn't realized how gory it was going to be. I think Tarantino is just a liiittle full of himself, though and would like to see less of that in his future films.
I've been seriously tihnking about my new domains. I am reluctant to let this name go because I've had it for two years and people recognize it, but I think I've outgrown it. Come to think of it, I'm not sure if I ever really fit it. However, I should not spend too much time second guessing myself because that can only lead to bad things. So, I believe this is where the entry shall end and perhaps I'll be able to write again soon. It's much better when I actually write how I feel. It feels much more cathartic.
Cole @ 1:09 AM
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feeling: sore
wanting: Rian
There is only one subject about which I can speak subjectively: my cat. I acredit this to my lost childhood, but we all have our own sob stories so I won't go into it. I'll just say that I wish sometimes I could express the emotions I feel about certain things, because no matter if I'm speaking of my boyfriend, my friends, or my favourite band, I always come off quite matter of factly.
It's difficult to speak with emotion, because I'm afraid of sounding sentimental when I'm striving for sensitive, but here goes.
I miss Rian, a lot. When I say a lot I can guarantee that you have no idea just how much I am pining for this boy. I realize he's one of the very few people I talked to on a regular basis, and now more than ever I have empty time on my hands and nothing to do.
I've been going to sleep early, and waking up early because of this. I've watched so many movies, it's insane and it's just to fill the time. Right now I really wish I had a job, not just for money but for something to do and for the social aspects as well. I've been dreaming about working and these dreams have been emotion-filled. I feel as though I haven't been trying hard enough, but I'm not sure what else I can do about it. I fill out applications, turn them in, call back in a few days.. and still, nothing. -sigh*
I've seen a lot of Ashe lately, which is okay but she can become annoying quickly. I dislike going ot her house because she watches clips of rockstars whom I am not entirely interested in, or movies that suck. She also spends a lot of time online or whing aobut how she can't talk to Max which isn't too much fun for me, although we have talked to him on mic and he's a pretty nice guy.
I really can't handle it when my friends whine, partly because I don't know what to say to make it better and partly because I just don't care. Sometimes I seem so removed from my own life, as though I could just up and leave without ever returning and befine. That scares me because without these people, I have no one and I know they'd feel betrayed to know this. I'm bad at tense situations, anyway. I am the joker and I often tell jokes at inappropriate moments, but I cannot help it.
I am so incredibly bored, and I cannot stand it. Today Ashe and Wendy came over and we took the dogs for a walk. Walking with the dogs is fun but I really wouldn't want ot wlak them by myself because it either means two trips or one very dangerous walk with both dogs. -laughs* The dogs enjoyed it immensely.
I like taking walks a lot, more than everyone I know and I don't know why. I like the movement and how I can slow down to the pace of my thoughts, or the beat of music. I have insanely strong calf muscles, and they're one of my favourite things on my body. I bought some new shoes that are pink and beige-ish so while I walk I'll be trying to kepe them clean. They're very cute and so far breaking them in has been relatively painless, except for some toe cramps today. -lol*
I also went to Ben's today and that was fun. I didn't feel as thoughhe was dragging me along which is how I feel with some people. It was rather comfortable and we watched Kill Bill. It was fine overall, but I hadn't realized how gory it was going to be. I think Tarantino is just a liiittle full of himself, though and would like to see less of that in his future films.
I've been seriously tihnking about my new domains. I am reluctant to let this name go because I've had it for two years and people recognize it, but I think I've outgrown it. Come to think of it, I'm not sure if I ever really fit it. However, I should not spend too much time second guessing myself because that can only lead to bad things. So, I believe this is where the entry shall end and perhaps I'll be able to write again soon. It's much better when I actually write how I feel. It feels much more cathartic.
Cole @ 1:09 AM
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hearing: Construction
feeling: Cold
wanting: A shower
Ben will be over soon and we'll be discussing possible hosting in the near future. I'm almost certain that when this domain runs up (July 10), I won't be renewing the name. However, I will be getting another domain. So, as of late, I have been looking at other hosting companies and such. I like mine, a lot, and I have been with them for two years, but if there's something a little better (and cheaper) I'd be willing to look at it.
I've had this insane sleeping schedule lately. At first when school let out I was going to bed late and waking up even later, which works fine for me, but then one day I decided to stay up all night which resulted in me going to sleep sometime in the early afternoon and waking up at like 2 am. Of course, when one wakes up at 2 am, one tends to go to sleep a little earlier, and then wake up extremely early again. All this means I have been going to sleep between 9 and 10 pm and waking up between 6 and 7 am. -blinks* I could never wake up that early when I had to go to school! -lol*
The college thing is.. iffy. If they accept my newest co-borrower, I may be able to switch to the October start date and, given I find a job soon, I'd be able to make that work. However, they have already rejected 3 co-borrowers. Apparently housing only received one of the two checks, so Tim has to send another one, but his bank doesn't even have record of the one they say the got, so he could just be paying what they already received and just didn't keep track of. -f*
I am still looking for a job. Everyplace I have applied and called back said that they are "looking through applications." Well, except for Fleet Farm: they put a note on it. -lol* I'm going to apply at Wal-mart sometime soon, and most likely the Healthcare Center, too. First, I need to take a shower.
I have also updated the poll.
Cole @ 8:18 AM
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feeling: Cold
wanting: A shower
Ben will be over soon and we'll be discussing possible hosting in the near future. I'm almost certain that when this domain runs up (July 10), I won't be renewing the name. However, I will be getting another domain. So, as of late, I have been looking at other hosting companies and such. I like mine, a lot, and I have been with them for two years, but if there's something a little better (and cheaper) I'd be willing to look at it.
I've had this insane sleeping schedule lately. At first when school let out I was going to bed late and waking up even later, which works fine for me, but then one day I decided to stay up all night which resulted in me going to sleep sometime in the early afternoon and waking up at like 2 am. Of course, when one wakes up at 2 am, one tends to go to sleep a little earlier, and then wake up extremely early again. All this means I have been going to sleep between 9 and 10 pm and waking up between 6 and 7 am. -blinks* I could never wake up that early when I had to go to school! -lol*
The college thing is.. iffy. If they accept my newest co-borrower, I may be able to switch to the October start date and, given I find a job soon, I'd be able to make that work. However, they have already rejected 3 co-borrowers. Apparently housing only received one of the two checks, so Tim has to send another one, but his bank doesn't even have record of the one they say the got, so he could just be paying what they already received and just didn't keep track of. -f*
I am still looking for a job. Everyplace I have applied and called back said that they are "looking through applications." Well, except for Fleet Farm: they put a note on it. -lol* I'm going to apply at Wal-mart sometime soon, and most likely the Healthcare Center, too. First, I need to take a shower.
I have also updated the poll.
Cole @ 8:18 AM
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You are a Death Metal Psycho. In areas of
brutality and hatred where others fear to
tread, that's where you find enjoyment - the
realm of death metal. You're one violent
motherfucker, and you like music that fits
that; brutal snarling death is the best, but
anything with enough aggression and good riffs
works. Concerts are a great place to take out
some of that aggression, hear some kick-ass
music, and of course get drunk. You're
generally pretty cool with the rest of the
scenes, but if they piss you off, there's some
serious pain coming their way. Especially if
they talk shit about Chuck.
What Kind of Metalhead Are You?
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Cole @ 6:25 AM
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hearing: nickleback
feeling: silly
another penguin wants my body
can't help it that i'm such a hottie
the way he looks at me makes me wanna get naughty
with another penguuuiiiiiiiiinnnnn
One day I was walking down the street and then
i heard a cat call from a mighty fine penguin
i knew this was only a game i could win
so we went and got a room at the holiday inn
another penguins wants my body
can't help it that i'm such a hottie
the way he looks at me makes me wanna get naughty
with another penguuuiiiiiiiiinnnnn
these days that penguin's out the door
but ive seen seven more!
some people call more a whore
at least my job aint a chore
another penguin wants my body
can't help it that i'm such a hottie
the way he looks at me makes me wanna get naughty
with another penguuuiiiiiiiiinnnnn
well 38 and four fifths penguins later, i had an std
i knew sooner or later a penguin would lie to me
didnt have time to ask how this could be
the doctor also told me to expect a baby
another penguin wants my body
can't help it that i'm such a hottie
the way he looks at me makes me wanna get naughty
with another penguuuiiiiiiiiinnnnn
but now, i'm all alone
ain't got no place to go home
next time another penguin wants my body
i'll surely tell him no
another penguin wants my body
can't help it that i'm such a hottie
the way he looks at me makes me wanna get naughty
with another penguuuiiiiiiiiinnnnn
Cole @ 5:18 AM
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feeling: silly
another penguin wants my body
can't help it that i'm such a hottie
the way he looks at me makes me wanna get naughty
with another penguuuiiiiiiiiinnnnn
One day I was walking down the street and then
i heard a cat call from a mighty fine penguin
i knew this was only a game i could win
so we went and got a room at the holiday inn
another penguins wants my body
can't help it that i'm such a hottie
the way he looks at me makes me wanna get naughty
with another penguuuiiiiiiiiinnnnn
these days that penguin's out the door
but ive seen seven more!
some people call more a whore
at least my job aint a chore
another penguin wants my body
can't help it that i'm such a hottie
the way he looks at me makes me wanna get naughty
with another penguuuiiiiiiiiinnnnn
well 38 and four fifths penguins later, i had an std
i knew sooner or later a penguin would lie to me
didnt have time to ask how this could be
the doctor also told me to expect a baby
another penguin wants my body
can't help it that i'm such a hottie
the way he looks at me makes me wanna get naughty
with another penguuuiiiiiiiiinnnnn
but now, i'm all alone
ain't got no place to go home
next time another penguin wants my body
i'll surely tell him no
another penguin wants my body
can't help it that i'm such a hottie
the way he looks at me makes me wanna get naughty
with another penguuuiiiiiiiiinnnnn
Cole @ 5:18 AM
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On Avon I read this: "Less than one per cent of what the world spent every year on weapons was needed to put every child into school by the year 2000 and yet it didn't happen." Some replied with this: it will be a great day when our schools get all the money they need and the air force has to hold a bake sale to get a new bomber.
Although there are many variations of the quote, I cannot agree more. Maybe it's me, but I think that the more educated people tend to be less prone to violence. Of course you can find someone who has just gone through 13 years of public schooling and is still violent, but then I believe we need to find a way to really make an impression on these people. However, in order to do that we need one thing: money. We need money to find and develop new methods, to fund new programs, and to show that we care. And I know some people can go to school and just not get it. Again, we need to find a way to help them to understand and if they leave holding a diploma, and never having learned a thing - then the education system hasn't done its job.
I do believe that there are certain parts in humans that are just naturally drawn to violence, and I think in order to counteract this we need to appeal to the intellectual inside. I know we can't save them all, and I don't expect to, but I think we can be doing so much more than what we are. If everyone in the world were an intellectual then we'd have all our debates over tea and chess boards, not tanks and bombs.
I'm just spouting. I don't know. I have so many ideas and thoughts on this and I thought for once I'd post a blog about something which I really care. Military is a prominent part of modern society, even though it seems to me quite primitive. I wish we could eliminate it completely, but we can't and if there is going to be any sort of elimination it will need to be tapered. We will need to rid the world of the threats that make us believe we need such large militaries, if there really are any necessary reasons.
Those in power will need to realize the need for a better education and a reduction in military. These people will need to be educated. In order to give education that money we need to reduce the military and in order to reduce the military we need a better educator which, in turn, means we need more money for education. )=
Cole @ 4:37 AM
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Although there are many variations of the quote, I cannot agree more. Maybe it's me, but I think that the more educated people tend to be less prone to violence. Of course you can find someone who has just gone through 13 years of public schooling and is still violent, but then I believe we need to find a way to really make an impression on these people. However, in order to do that we need one thing: money. We need money to find and develop new methods, to fund new programs, and to show that we care. And I know some people can go to school and just not get it. Again, we need to find a way to help them to understand and if they leave holding a diploma, and never having learned a thing - then the education system hasn't done its job.
I do believe that there are certain parts in humans that are just naturally drawn to violence, and I think in order to counteract this we need to appeal to the intellectual inside. I know we can't save them all, and I don't expect to, but I think we can be doing so much more than what we are. If everyone in the world were an intellectual then we'd have all our debates over tea and chess boards, not tanks and bombs.
I'm just spouting. I don't know. I have so many ideas and thoughts on this and I thought for once I'd post a blog about something which I really care. Military is a prominent part of modern society, even though it seems to me quite primitive. I wish we could eliminate it completely, but we can't and if there is going to be any sort of elimination it will need to be tapered. We will need to rid the world of the threats that make us believe we need such large militaries, if there really are any necessary reasons.
Those in power will need to realize the need for a better education and a reduction in military. These people will need to be educated. In order to give education that money we need to reduce the military and in order to reduce the military we need a better educator which, in turn, means we need more money for education. )=
Cole @ 4:37 AM
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Cole @ 4:17 AM
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hearing: Metal for the Masses II
feeling: Great
wanting: Nothing, for once
Today was fun. Yesterday was my last dya of school and because I either had no exams or took them during class, I did not have to go todya, nor Monday or Tuesday. So Ashe and I had planned to go to the mall to get Bourbon chicken with Schmidty, Destiny, and whoever else wanted to come.
Ashe called at quarter to 11, and camne over while I checked my e-mail, filled out some loan information, etc. We were supposed ot leave at noon but I took a while and had to take a shower. finally I was ready, but decided that if we were going to buy anything I had to cash a check, and since today is the last day I get paid form tutoring, asked Ashe if she wouldn't mind going there first so I could cash/deposit all my checks at once.
We went to school first and Schmidty wasn't there but we saw him in his car as we were driving away and arranged to meet back there after we went to work and after her dropped Tammy off at the mall. We went, got my check, and returned. We found Schmidty and set off toward my bank but because there's too many one ways downtown, and I didn't know which way to go exactly, the trip took much longer and we made many a wrong turns. We finally arrived and it was so busy. Then, Schmidty had to play with the calculator and I was embarassed.
Finally, we made it to the mall and found Destiny along with Charlie and Chris. Chris lef soon after we bought bourbon chicken but the rest of us stayed and talked for a while. It was enjoyable.
Then we started wandering around the mall, and our first destination was Hot Topic. I wasn't planning on buying anything but I remembered I had the gift card and the shirt I had wanted last week was on sale, so I bought that along with the Metal for the Masses II CD which also has a seocnd disk with 150 MP3's.
Schmidty and Charlie left to go to the bookstore and we stopped at the cardstore where Ashe bought me a bday card with polar bears. It's cute. Unfortunately, then we lost Schmidty and Charlie because they weren't at the bookstore when we arrived. We looekd for them, and after a while we found Matt and some other chick..
So after a while we decided Schmidty was not in the mall and we would go back to the car. Then we see Schmidty and Charlie and it turns out they went to the library because they thought that's where we went. I found it funny because my books were still in Schmidty's car which was locked. At the library they made Charlie throw away my bourbon chicken. )=
So we headed to the library and returned my books and went down to the little park thing by the river. Then I took them across street and we crossed this old train bridge thing which freaked out Ashe. I showed them this place down by the dam which was cool and then we cross the river where the kayaking events will be taking place next month, and walked back to the car. There's this cool building enxt to the dam which I would love to buy. It's brick and has a really old feel, kinda British, to it.
Anyway, then we parked downtown to stop into this shop that Ashe wanted to go to and she found a nice plant to buy her mother. We stopped at this little cafe and had rootbear floarts, which was fun but my stomach was full and by the time we left I felt as though I was going to hurl. We went to uncle oscar's which has vintage clothing, an old bookstore, and then Janke bookstore. Ashe found something to buy herself there, a stuffed duck, and it was fun.
They dropped me off at home and I opened my mail: a letter from my first grade teacher. I think she just changed the names and sent the same letter to each of the students in our class, but that's okay. She included some things she wrote after our first grade year, which was also the last year she taught first grade in that school. It closed a few years later, and all the classes after mine went to a neighboring school. She also sent each of us a copy of a story we wrote. I'm going to write her back because it was really sweet of her.
Yesterday I called Rian, and that was fun. I really missed him and it was becoming unberable. On the flip side, I have started to catch up on some things. ;) I love talking to him, though, so I don't mind being a little behind.
Monday night is graduation and practice is that afternoon. Tomorrow afternoon is both Wendy's party at her dad's and Christina's grad parties and I'd like to go to Wendy's and show up at Chis' a little later because it's a sleepover, but I have no ride to either. Then on Sunday Wendy is having another party's at her mom's and I really want to go to that, but don't know if I can.
Also, next weekend is Christina's, Melissa's, Lary's, and Ashe's parties. It'll be insane because they're ALL on Saturday, and Lary's is a sleepover. So.. I don't know. If Tim has the car tomorrow, then things should be a little easier..
Bleh, I'm going to end this now.
Cole @ 5:29 PM
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feeling: Great
wanting: Nothing, for once
Today was fun. Yesterday was my last dya of school and because I either had no exams or took them during class, I did not have to go todya, nor Monday or Tuesday. So Ashe and I had planned to go to the mall to get Bourbon chicken with Schmidty, Destiny, and whoever else wanted to come.
Ashe called at quarter to 11, and camne over while I checked my e-mail, filled out some loan information, etc. We were supposed ot leave at noon but I took a while and had to take a shower. finally I was ready, but decided that if we were going to buy anything I had to cash a check, and since today is the last day I get paid form tutoring, asked Ashe if she wouldn't mind going there first so I could cash/deposit all my checks at once.
We went to school first and Schmidty wasn't there but we saw him in his car as we were driving away and arranged to meet back there after we went to work and after her dropped Tammy off at the mall. We went, got my check, and returned. We found Schmidty and set off toward my bank but because there's too many one ways downtown, and I didn't know which way to go exactly, the trip took much longer and we made many a wrong turns. We finally arrived and it was so busy. Then, Schmidty had to play with the calculator and I was embarassed.
Finally, we made it to the mall and found Destiny along with Charlie and Chris. Chris lef soon after we bought bourbon chicken but the rest of us stayed and talked for a while. It was enjoyable.
Then we started wandering around the mall, and our first destination was Hot Topic. I wasn't planning on buying anything but I remembered I had the gift card and the shirt I had wanted last week was on sale, so I bought that along with the Metal for the Masses II CD which also has a seocnd disk with 150 MP3's.
Schmidty and Charlie left to go to the bookstore and we stopped at the cardstore where Ashe bought me a bday card with polar bears. It's cute. Unfortunately, then we lost Schmidty and Charlie because they weren't at the bookstore when we arrived. We looekd for them, and after a while we found Matt and some other chick..
So after a while we decided Schmidty was not in the mall and we would go back to the car. Then we see Schmidty and Charlie and it turns out they went to the library because they thought that's where we went. I found it funny because my books were still in Schmidty's car which was locked. At the library they made Charlie throw away my bourbon chicken. )=
So we headed to the library and returned my books and went down to the little park thing by the river. Then I took them across street and we crossed this old train bridge thing which freaked out Ashe. I showed them this place down by the dam which was cool and then we cross the river where the kayaking events will be taking place next month, and walked back to the car. There's this cool building enxt to the dam which I would love to buy. It's brick and has a really old feel, kinda British, to it.
Anyway, then we parked downtown to stop into this shop that Ashe wanted to go to and she found a nice plant to buy her mother. We stopped at this little cafe and had rootbear floarts, which was fun but my stomach was full and by the time we left I felt as though I was going to hurl. We went to uncle oscar's which has vintage clothing, an old bookstore, and then Janke bookstore. Ashe found something to buy herself there, a stuffed duck, and it was fun.
They dropped me off at home and I opened my mail: a letter from my first grade teacher. I think she just changed the names and sent the same letter to each of the students in our class, but that's okay. She included some things she wrote after our first grade year, which was also the last year she taught first grade in that school. It closed a few years later, and all the classes after mine went to a neighboring school. She also sent each of us a copy of a story we wrote. I'm going to write her back because it was really sweet of her.
Yesterday I called Rian, and that was fun. I really missed him and it was becoming unberable. On the flip side, I have started to catch up on some things. ;) I love talking to him, though, so I don't mind being a little behind.
Monday night is graduation and practice is that afternoon. Tomorrow afternoon is both Wendy's party at her dad's and Christina's grad parties and I'd like to go to Wendy's and show up at Chis' a little later because it's a sleepover, but I have no ride to either. Then on Sunday Wendy is having another party's at her mom's and I really want to go to that, but don't know if I can.
Also, next weekend is Christina's, Melissa's, Lary's, and Ashe's parties. It'll be insane because they're ALL on Saturday, and Lary's is a sleepover. So.. I don't know. If Tim has the car tomorrow, then things should be a little easier..
Bleh, I'm going to end this now.
Cole @ 5:29 PM
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Well my birthday was disappointing, as always. Anyway I've been giving some thought to shutting down this domain but I'm not sure.
Graduation is on Monday. Today we got our yearbooks; they're kinda ugly.
Tim McGraw
My Best Friend
I never had no one that I could count on
I've been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin'
So tired of searchin'
Til you walked into my life
It was a feelin' I'd never known
And for the first time, I didn't feel alone
You're more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh, we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I don't know where I'd be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You're my best friend
You're my best friend, oh yeah
You stand by me
And you believe in me
Like nobody ever has
When my world goes crazy
You're right there to save me
You make me see how much I have
And I still tremble when we touch
And oh the look in your eyes
When we make love
You're more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh, we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I don't know where I'd be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You're my best friend
You're my best friend
You're more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh, we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I don't know where I'd be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You're my best friend
You're my best friend
You're my best friend
Cole @ 5:52 PM
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Graduation is on Monday. Today we got our yearbooks; they're kinda ugly.
Tim McGraw
My Best Friend
I never had no one that I could count on
I've been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin'
So tired of searchin'
Til you walked into my life
It was a feelin' I'd never known
And for the first time, I didn't feel alone
You're more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh, we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I don't know where I'd be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You're my best friend
You're my best friend, oh yeah
You stand by me
And you believe in me
Like nobody ever has
When my world goes crazy
You're right there to save me
You make me see how much I have
And I still tremble when we touch
And oh the look in your eyes
When we make love
You're more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh, we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I don't know where I'd be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You're my best friend
You're my best friend
You're more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh, we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I don't know where I'd be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You're my best friend
You're my best friend
You're my best friend
Cole @ 5:52 PM
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