Ugh
Bleh
What's up with that?
Fuck.
Wow!
Grr
Yay!
Heh
Questions Answerred
Friday Five (click the title to go!)
Hmm

Ugh 

1/31/2004

Could you downlad this and run it on your comp. It's a tool to remove that fucking novarg.a virus that's going around and pissing me off. I'm receiving probably a couple hundred emails a day from it and now it's sending these mails to other people from addresses from my domain.
Grandpa is talking crazy again. I walked into the kitchen to hear him say "I felt a presence but could not turn my neck or eyes. Then I felt a hand reach over to the sore spot... I could hear the tendons clicking back into place.." and he went on then I heard him in the living room talking about "how people describe the flame of god" yadda yadda yadda

It's kinda scary.
I'm going through my fanlistings page and checking to make sure the owners have done their jobs and added me. I have never joined a fanlisting where I didn't link back and I'm starting to think these people are just fucking stupid. I also think that if you're going to own a fanlisting you should e-mail people when you move or close. You couldn't begin to imagine how many fl's have closed and have new ones since I last checked!

Friday Five

You have just won one million dollars:
1. Who do you call first? Rian

2. What is the first thing you buy for yourself? Clothes

3. What is the first thing you buy for someone else? I'd buy Ashe a hat..

4. Do you give any away? If yes, to whom?Of course, to charity

5. Do you invest any? If so, how? I'd buy a couple mutual funds at a few thousand each. (=
Cole @ 6:19 AM
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Bleh 

1/29/2004

I have that stupid Daisy sour cream song stuck in my head.. "a dollop, a dollop a dollop of daaaaaaaaaisy" didn't cool whip also have that song? i thought they used it when they came out with the french vanilla stuff..

I'm sick. Mom's sick too. It's all because piglet was sick and teething. =\ I already stayed home monday just for the hell of it so now i cant stay home for when i am sick!

im getting into reading again which is great. unfortunately im reading two books at the same itme and ihate that. ill also have to find another one for yasha.

i realized by the time i graduated ill have taken 8 english classes. wow.

I've been really bitchy in some comments I've been leaving on blogs. I'm sick of people not knowing how to code I'm sick of going to shitty sites and seeing people with a bajillion compliments. Your site sucks, your friends' sites suck too, and since neither of you have any taste shut the fuck up. I'm also sick of people being like "yesterday i did this, this and this, and todya i did that." No one fucking cares! Shut up. Your blog sucks. End of story.

I wish stupid people would die,

On a lighter note, I recived a $5 check today. XD It was the reimbursement for my work permit.
Something I posted at Avon. Someome made a topic aobut how web/graphic design will be very competitive especially with so many people saying they're going into it. A surprising amount of people there said they were only doing it for a hobby. Anyway.. my reply..

"To whoever said that the degree isn't worth it.. pretty soon you'll need a degree to work at Mcdonald's. If you've ever taken an economics class you'll realize it's damned near impossible to make it without post secondary education. It's scary. :?

Many people here said there were only doing this as a hobbie which makes me feel more reassured. :lol: I love designing and coding. I know I've got a long way to go but I really want to take that journey. I'm not the experiment and do it yourself kind of person, I need a little direction and it seems logical for me to go to college for this. I've been accepted into IADT chicago and Collins College (like you care d=) and they both have visual communications degrees. This is something I really want to do. I love sitting down at the computer and coding stuff. I feel so restless when I'm not. It consumes so much of my time, why shouldn't I make a career out of it? I can tell you one thing, I will not sit and bitch about my job for 30 years.

And yes there will be competition. So I will try harder, learn more eagerly, and give my best. When that isn't enough, I'll push more. There's competition in everything and if you're not ready for it you might as well become a hermit. I don't know about where you guys all live, but around here jobs are still tight. It took me more than half a year to find a new job after being laid off. It took my mom's boyfriend (who obviously has tons of experience and in managerial work too!) months to find a job. He was "overqualified." Those, my dears, are the facts of life. You be the best you can be so you outshine the competetors. You keep learning, striving, and growing because there is no other option. I don't have years of experience in my back pocket but I think it's not so different in other fields."
Cole @ 7:22 AM
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What's up with that? 

1/26/2004

I had 3 comments for a few days and all of a sudden I got three more today in a rather short period of time. I think some provance members are not doing their jobs, but whatever - I'm not going to waste my time reporting them. -rme*

The new layout will be up sooooon!

Here's some more questions
Q: Do you like the coler pupple? Me too!
A: No, I can't stand it. In fact that's why my layout is purple!

Q: Emperor or Darkthrone?
A: Darkthrone. d=

Q: Would you like to have a pet monkey?.. [i would..]
A: Maybe a stuffed one. I don't think a real monkey is very realistic. I'd rather have a baby polar bear and keep him in the freezer until he grows too big. Then I'd give him to a zoo!

Q: Whens cole going to kidnap sky?
A: Hold your horses!

Q: Who are you? Where are you from?
A: Do I really have to answer this?

And some memes'

Sunday Brunch
Sunday, January 25
WILD AND CRAZY STUFF

1. When you were a teenager, did you sneak out of the house?
I don't think I've ever had to. I once snuck some people in for the night and then out. XD
2. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping?
Nope, in fact I don't swim.
3. Have you ever dyed your hair a wild and crazy color?
Er, yes. I went from dirty blond to jet black and I'm always dying it to some shade of red or purpleish.
4. Did you ever get so drunk you couldn't remember much of the night?
No, I don't like alcohol so much.
5. Tell us about something wild and crazy you did as a teenager you probably should have gotten in trouble for but never got caught.
You know I guess my wild days were earlier. I used to steal cigarettes and stuff when I was like 12 if it counts for anything. There's not a lot of rules in this house so I generally don't get into trouble because there's nothing I can do that's wrong.


Unconscious Mutterings

  1. Political:: cartoons
  2. Concentration:: camps
  3. Fish:: sticks
  4. Lunacy:: heresy
  5. Red:: queen
  6. Imply:: implications
  7. Recognize:: this
  8. Sexist:: asshole
  9. Commercial:: tv
  10. Stricken:: panic


Random Question Day

This is a bit late but..
Do you know what your name means, or why you recieved the name you did? Please share.
My whole name means short bitter victory.. Interesting isn't it? I can't tell you why my mom named me what she did. I think she just liked Nicole and I had a grandma whose middle name was May..

WD Prompts
Describe the first person you disliked. Why did you despise her? What did she look like? How did it feel to loathe someone?
I think it was Ryan Pankow. In 4th grade he called me a stupid head or something and it made me cry. So I went to the counselor (I was already talking to her on a weekly basis anyway) and I told her about it. We were making me this little journal thing and it's the only thing I ever wrote in it. It makes me laugh now.
Cole @ 10:03 AM
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Fuck. 

1/24/2004

I was typing up this entry and I accidentally closed the window. Grr!
I am cold because Ginger and I just walked home from school (we both only had the first exam today and now I'm done! Yay!). Even though we called mom and she said John was coming to pick us up, he never showed. After 25 minutes of waiting we left because he should have been there in 5 minutes or so. He probably went back to sleep because mom called him after I got home and no one answered!

I'm glad I'm done with my exams but I'm going to miss some of the classes. I think I did pretty well in the classes I had exams in except for Chemisty. I probably got a B or a C but the exam wasn't easy. I did do my note card and looked over the book for 2 hours, but I lost to review packet (I don't know how since I almost never lose things for class anymore! )=) so I didn't have that to study from.

Brit Lit was fun, I love to read and I'm going to be well read unlike some people. The teacher was nice and while it was a bit of a slacker class it was a lot of fun with Holly, Beth, Erin, Sammy etc! I'm going ot miss Econ only because we learned so many interesting and important things. The teacher was a bitch and most of the students were too. Small animals and pets was a waste of my time. -rme* It was always fun in advanced comp because the boys did so much stupid shit. Heh.
Well Jen graduated now and she starts college on Monda.y I had to force her to let me hug her yesterday. )= But I know she's all nice and stuff on the inside. (=
I might do something with Ashley today, I don't know.
As for net things I updated the content and opened a new fanlisting: Lita Ford.
I will also be updating my collective.
I am also not-so-diligently working on the icon site as I go. It's really improved!
I'm going to go read or something now.

And for the Friday Five

At this moment, what is your favorite...

1. ...song?
Heartbreaker by Pat Benatar
2. ...food?
Bourbon chicken
3. ...tv show?
Three's Company
4. ...scent?
Rudy's Cologne
5. ...quote?
If I were a guy and you were a guy and he were a chick I wouldn't fuck him with your dick.. Or.. I looked down and there I was - not on top!

And some plugs

keiko keiko keiko keiko keiko keiko keiko keiko keiko keiko the board formerly known as nova the board formerly known as nova the board formerly known as nova the board formerly known as nova the board formerly known as novavv
Cole @ 2:04 AM
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Wow! 

1/19/2004

So this was a lot of firsts..
first time in Chicago
First time out of state over night
first time In anyplace bigger than the twin cities
first time in Illinois
First time in those turny doors d=
First time on a floor higher than 4
First time on a trip with family
First time through a tollway
First time seeing skyscapers

there were a lot of other firsts too but these are just the ones I can think of.
Overall it was fun and it's just to huge there. They have no building rights up to the water because some political type persons made a law against it way in the beginning. It's cool because the road winds along between beaches and parks and other scenic things before the buildings start.

My aunt's house is very cute! She has a new doggie named Sydney and he is very good. We took him on a car ride today. (=

I did some reading and homework on the way there and back but I still need to do my chemistry. Grr I don't want to.. Well I'm looking forward to talking to my love soon ish but I've run out of things to say!

[edit]Here's questions that do not warrant a new post


Q:What kind of music do Gothics listen to?
A: I wonder wtf Gothics are? You need to get your noun and adjectives straight. Here's an answer for you, Gothic music. -smirks* Which is a general term and not really a genre although Gothic Rock and Gothic Metal are sometimes buffered to. They both can be called by other names -shrugs* It is not lyk the totallest hardcore musik eva! Much of it is sorrowful and melodious. There's also a huge electric and pop influence that you will see. Some (not all) of the artists in my favourite bands list are Gothic.


Q: All efforts, do you think they eve ramount to anything?
A: They damned well better. -nods*


Q: How do you do the 404 page missing thing?
A: As far as I know one must have a domain. I have options where I can redirect people to a page when there's an error. 404 is just the only one I've set. I believe it can also be done with .htaccess and considering as I don't know how to do that, google it mmkay? This is something you'll see ALL over the place, you needn't ask me. BTW if you've seen a 404 why aren't you reporting the error?


Q: How can you find the origin of a picture you saved
A: Do you have any idea what the name is? In that case click Search under the Start menu. If not try start menu > My recent documents and it may be there. You should always be saving files in a folder you will remember, such as My Picture or My Documents. If you accidentally saved it to a temporary folder it may be lost and you'll have to find it again.
Cole @ 11:16 AM
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Grr 

1/16/2004

[edit]Problem solved[/edit]
With that said Ed doesn't want to go down to Chicaog until Saturday morning because he wants Shelly to go with. I like her and all but I don't want to have to sit through a 4.5 hour drive with them being there - as a couple. Yes, I'm weird.
I'm still not going to school tomorrow.
Oh! Our phone line doesn't work. When you pick up a phone it sounds like there's someone hooked up on the other end. It rings when someone calls but the caller ID doesn't work and when we pick up we can't talk. So everytime it rang tonight it was uber annoying.
Yea
Apparently Charter did an overhall and some 15,000 customers were left without phone service. -lmfao* But I wonder why cable and the net still worked? Hmm
I'm still home even though I should be right outside Chicago but we're leaving uber early tomorrow morning.
Last night I woke up with one horrible nosebleed and it was so gross. I felt it bleeding and I went into the den and grabbed some tissues. I cleaned up a bit and went back to bed only to wake up to it bleeding again. We need a new humidifier cause Samantha broke ours. I hate dry winter air.

Here's some more questions
Q: he wants to eat a Cole next..run away
A: Who cares?!

Q: Is female ejaculation really urine?
A: No and I think you could get this information someplace else.

Q: What's up with ur scroll bar and frame there?
A: It's a div, not a frame. d= Anyway people are too fucking stupid to comment in the right place despite me having told them countless times. Soo I set it up so that blogger would only display one post per page. It has to work. Plus it'll work better for the next layout.
Cole @ 2:43 PM
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Yay! 

1/15/2004

I am going to Chicaog on Fridya so I get to miss school. I also ab going to be able to spend time withmy aunt and uncle and see Chicago. This will be uber fun!
I hope tomorrow goes quickly. We have the 8 period schedule and today was our last block day, ever. I didn't finish my chem lab so I pasted the new one in. They're both due on Friday but I thought I'd turn one in tomorrow - it won't work. I'll need at least tomorrow night to finish so I guess it's not my fault if I turn it in on Monday.

I wonder if Debbie knows Ed has to stay to. Oh well.

I've been so tired lately. I have also taken tons of naps and it sucks cause then I don't wanna go to sleep when I'm supposed to but if I don't take a nap I fall asleep to early. I wind up tired because I slept too much.

Yesterday I had to tutor and it went okay. Then I had the FFA banquet and Jarrod drove me. He's a really nice guy. He also filmed and stuff so it should be better than the one we saw in class from '96 that had excellent ceiling shots. -lol*
Anyway, the banquet went well. I cried when the vice president was talking about leukimia and then our principal gave Mr. Fischer a special honourary plaque thing becase he's going to be retiring, and I cried too. It wasn't because Mr Fischer is such a great teacher but just the fact that someone took time to honour someone else so much.

So, yes, I'm incredibly sappy.
Oh, and boyfriend, I own you so shut up!
Cole @ 2:12 PM
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Heh 

1/13/2004

I'm going to sound like an advertisement, but I will risk it!
I love Winamp 5! It looks good and works even better. At fist I thought there were a ton of new features, but really they're just wya better laid out. It's much easier to use, and the basic interface it much cooler too. It gets better; you can use your old skins! ^_^ So I think you should all go download Winamp 5 now!

Tonight we're going to a financial aid meeting and mom's curling her hair and stuff. So Tim and I were making fun of her. We're mean, I know, but it's so much fun. Piglet's being a little weirdo again. Mom and Tim went to his mom's house so I watched her. She laughs so much when the dogs are being silly or fighting. It's cute, but I do not think she is the cutest baby in the world. However, she may be the heaviest one. I cannot hold her for long anymore without switching arms.

Maybe I'm just getting weaker. Anyway here are some pictures of the kid for you. She took the first one herself when she was pressing buttons.

I also updated my pictures.
And here are some pictures of the bootiful heather. She paid me to scan them but I figured you should see her too!
Cole @ 9:13 AM
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Questions Answerred 

1/12/2004

Luckily I am no longer getting 80 some emails a day from that virus, but this has happened before and I know it's only stopped for a while.
I do have some questions to answer so here they are.

Q: Do you love Jesse?
A: Yes

Q: he has a napkin he wants a betty to eat next *hunt
A: Er, let him?

Q: what do YOU do when you run out of prothetic penit
A: I never run out. ^_~

Q: sex?
A: Only if you're Rian.

Also I may be going to Chicago as early as this weekend.
Cole @ 5:15 AM
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Friday Five (click the title to go!) 

1/10/2004

I saw this on one of my Provances sites and I thought it'd be cool to answer..
What one thing are you most looking forward to . . .

1. ...today?

Talking to rian
2. ...over the next week?
Deciding upon which college I'm going to which will involved me going to Chicago. This probably won't be in the next week, but it will be sometime soon. I've enver been there or been anywhere even remotely as large as it so I'm pretty excited! Plus I'll get to spend time with my favourite aunt who I never see!
3. ...this year?
College but hopefully I'll have a good break that includes Rian time..
4. ...over the next five years?
Seeing the sights, traveling the country, graduating college, getting out on my own in the world. Eventually i'll get my license and I'll have a job. Perhaps it will be at a graphic design firm.
5. ...for the rest of your life?
I like not knowing. There's the chance that I'll do so much. After I work I hope to be able to travel and to spend time with the ones I love. It'd be great to spend time in Europe and Australia. Perhaps at some time I'll go back to school or start a family of my own. I hope I'll be able to do some volunteer work

does anyone know of a script/hack so I could credit my commentors that works with blogger? (I know I know, but it's just too easy for me not to use it! d=)

Pluuuus.. the coolest quiz type thing ever


The Pope, Militant Vegans, Martha Stewart
Circle I Limbo

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Mansonites
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Ex boyfriends
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Obnoxious people who don't get the message
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

Guys who hit on you even though you've clearly given them the message that you don't like them
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

People who don't know how to walk
Circle VII Burning Sands

Josh
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

George Bush
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell


Cole @ 7:07 AM
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1/07/2004

Well, it's freezing here! Actually that's a little lie because it's about 40 degrees COLDER than that. We have a wind chill that's below zero, Luckily Ginger and I got a ride to school from John and Grace picked us up.

I still have not made up my mind about colleges and it is so difficult, you cannot begin to imagine! Both schools are great and either Phoenix or Chicago would be a lot of fun. There's not really any negatives so I cannot use those to judge either. Mrs Frederick from the career center doesn't know either of them so she can't give me a push in either direction. -sigh* There's nothing that just really stands out and so many things are even! I am going to try to get down to Chicago for a weekend or something and visit my aunt so I can see what the city's like.

Last night I hung out with Mel and Ben. We rented some movies and went to taco bell. We went back to Mel's and watched Donnie Darko. I <3 DD! It was a lot of fun..
Im thinking about taking a little nap right now..

But first I need to bitch. I am so tired of that stupid sobig.f etc virus. I've gotten 100 + e-mails a day because of is in the past few days and Norton pops up for every single one of them! It's so annoying and I can't block them by subject, or at least I don't think Mozilla Mail will let me. If you know differently please let me know.

Also, for my sake (maybe for your own) could you guys run virus scans often? If you don't have an antivirus program you can get a free scan online. Click here.
Cole @ 6:53 AM
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Hmm 

1/03/2004

Well happy new year.. I'm not so pleased with it thus far -sl* But I'll give it a chance..

Check this out
When you're commenting on my blogs the comment link is above the post. I've stated it several times before and logically since the top bar has a comments link you'd imagine it was for the top post, but people aren't that quick. Anyway I definitely won't be doing it that way with the next layout.

Speaking of the new layout it will be much darker. Someone asked the colors - black and green. (= It has a great feel to it. Unfortunately you won't get to see it for a bit because I'm currently working on another site.
I still need to choose a college.

I also need to figure out when I go back to school. -lol*
Oh, and Ben's back! Yay!
Cole @ 10:04 AM
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