... who was accepted into the college of her choice, uw oshkosh!
Cole @ 7:23 AM
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explanation
i hate fighting
What's that you say?
site updates
some cole news..
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homecoming
fuck
Updates!
Worthy Sites
how sad..
Yay!
haven't seen one of these in a while
Questions
Grr!
Last Night
Erg.
More updates!
Updates and such!
w00t!
first off i'd like to ask that you all take a few moments to vote for my by clicking the little x's up there, and click through if you have to <333333333now onto the fighting with whom? the boy
why? because i am cole
about stuipd little shit
and it makes me feel crappy
and ashe says i need to talk about my feelers more
and it would clear up a lot of confusion
and maybe there'll be a happy ending
Cole @ 8:55 AM
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why? because i am cole
about stuipd little shit
and it makes me feel crappy
and ashe says i need to talk about my feelers more
and it would clear up a lot of confusion
and maybe there'll be a happy ending
Cole @ 8:55 AM
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New layout, yes.. It's not completely fixed up.. will finish tomorrow but im tired now
Cole @ 8:22 PM
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Cole @ 8:22 PM
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moz mail went al ittle odd so i updated all the fanlistings quick.. so if you're a fanlisting owner, i have been good hehe
Cole @ 1:05 PM
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Cole @ 1:05 PM
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well john has moved outwhich is good but i think im wathcing piglet a bit more now.. it could be worse
dave was cheating on grace and she found out; they broke up. she was fine but she wasnt eating and i guess she tried to kill herself so now shes in the psych ward which means mom is wathcing ginger who hasnt gone to school in a few because because apparently some girls want to kick her ass.
hmm had a math test today. =\ not thinking it went too well.. chem test tomorrow.. oops guess who forgot to study, heh.
working on a new layout.. i really like it..
along with some new content pages -nods*
rian's away.. i miss him, but i'll live
we're planning for the dressed for mom's wedding.. i'm thinking pants suits
Cole @ 1:13 PM
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dave was cheating on grace and she found out; they broke up. she was fine but she wasnt eating and i guess she tried to kill herself so now shes in the psych ward which means mom is wathcing ginger who hasnt gone to school in a few because because apparently some girls want to kick her ass.
hmm had a math test today. =\ not thinking it went too well.. chem test tomorrow.. oops guess who forgot to study, heh.
working on a new layout.. i really like it..
along with some new content pages -nods*
rian's away.. i miss him, but i'll live
we're planning for the dressed for mom's wedding.. i'm thinking pants suits
Cole @ 1:13 PM
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go visit roxy! she finally has her layout up,. and it's gorgeous.. she has some great art too!
Cole @ 9:14 AM
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Cole @ 9:14 AM
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Eh, for once in my hs career I had a little spirit, and it was well wasted. -smirks* Gawd, it was awful at the pep assembly.
And last ngiht was the dance and game. I didn't go to either, but I hear we won. Heh.
Tonight is Wausau EVe, where the queen will be crowned.. by miss Wisconsin. And Dave Obey will be there, which is why it was moved form Thursday to Saturday. Pfft.
=hiccups* Owwie..
I must've slept wrong on my hand, cause it hurts..
Alas..
I had an interview at 3, and no one is home. Bleh.
Cole @ 2:44 AM
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And last ngiht was the dance and game. I didn't go to either, but I hear we won. Heh.
Tonight is Wausau EVe, where the queen will be crowned.. by miss Wisconsin. And Dave Obey will be there, which is why it was moved form Thursday to Saturday. Pfft.
=hiccups* Owwie..
I must've slept wrong on my hand, cause it hurts..
Alas..
I had an interview at 3, and no one is home. Bleh.
Cole @ 2:44 AM
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i hate when mom stares. she looked at me in this way that just screamed "i don't like what you're wearing"
and tim this morning said "you're wearing that to school?"
i was wearing my fishnets, long black shirt, my black corset with a white button down beneath it..
these people obviously don't realize how i corset is supposed to look!
anyway i took a few cam pictures but for some reason it's way too light and my eye makeup it all ruined from school anyway
so i changed and im going to snack and rest a bit
oh i just remembered i missed the meeting with the rep form Caroll college today..-sigh*
Cole @ 5:40 AM
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and tim this morning said "you're wearing that to school?"
i was wearing my fishnets, long black shirt, my black corset with a white button down beneath it..
these people obviously don't realize how i corset is supposed to look!
anyway i took a few cam pictures but for some reason it's way too light and my eye makeup it all ruined from school anyway
so i changed and im going to snack and rest a bit
oh i just remembered i missed the meeting with the rep form Caroll college today..-sigh*
Cole @ 5:40 AM
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I have found some really neat sites today
First off is http://webpagesthatsuck.com. This site has set some standards for websites in order to make them decent in all browsers, resolutions etc.. It's quite nice and the guy has a sense of humour that I love.. It also has some awesome links to things you can use to make your site er less bad. -lol*
A link from that site was Dr. HTML You can run a page through DR HTML and it will check spelling, font errors, browser support, Document Structure, links, images, Meta Tags, tables, forms, HTML format, frames, cookies, and more!
But the coolest site EVAR -w* has got to be http://www.browsercam.com You can submit a url, or a starting url and indicate how many pages deep it goes and it will take screenshots of your site with different browser including: ie, netscape, mozilla, safari, aol, opera, and konqueror. i'm happy to say my site works more or less perfect with all of these.
Cole @ 8:17 PM
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First off is http://webpagesthatsuck.com. This site has set some standards for websites in order to make them decent in all browsers, resolutions etc.. It's quite nice and the guy has a sense of humour that I love.. It also has some awesome links to things you can use to make your site er less bad. -lol*
A link from that site was Dr. HTML You can run a page through DR HTML and it will check spelling, font errors, browser support, Document Structure, links, images, Meta Tags, tables, forms, HTML format, frames, cookies, and more!
But the coolest site EVAR -w* has got to be http://www.browsercam.com You can submit a url, or a starting url and indicate how many pages deep it goes and it will take screenshots of your site with different browser including: ie, netscape, mozilla, safari, aol, opera, and konqueror. i'm happy to say my site works more or less perfect with all of these.
Cole @ 8:17 PM
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I love you, Rian!
Dancin' in the dark middle of the night
Takin' your heart and holdin' it tight
Emotional touch touchin' my skin
And asking you to do what you've been doin' all over again
Oh it's a beautiful thing don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go
It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh it's your love
Better than I was, more than I am
And all of this happened by taking your hand
And who I am now is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together,
I'm stronger than ever
I'm happy and free
Oh it's a beautiful thing,
Don't think I can keep it all in
If you asked me why I've changed,
All I gotta do is say your sweet name
It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh, it's your love
Oh it's a beautiful thing,
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you konw what it is that won't let me go
It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under,
Oh it's your love
It's your love, it's your love, it's your love
Cole @ 5:20 PM
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Dancin' in the dark middle of the night
Takin' your heart and holdin' it tight
Emotional touch touchin' my skin
And asking you to do what you've been doin' all over again
Oh it's a beautiful thing don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go
It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh it's your love
Better than I was, more than I am
And all of this happened by taking your hand
And who I am now is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together,
I'm stronger than ever
I'm happy and free
Oh it's a beautiful thing,
Don't think I can keep it all in
If you asked me why I've changed,
All I gotta do is say your sweet name
It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh, it's your love
Oh it's a beautiful thing,
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you konw what it is that won't let me go
It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under,
Oh it's your love
It's your love, it's your love, it's your love
Cole @ 5:20 PM
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I found out a girl at school killed herself.. She was friends with one of my friends who is pretty upset, understandably. I just don't know how a person can feel like they have absolutely no one to talk to or nothing to do to feel better.. Well yes, I do know, because I have been there, but now it seems so far away because I do have people to talk to. I can't believe how her family and friends were not there for her. Maybe they couldn't tell? Maybe they didn't care? Its like a lost art, and I find it so hard to believe!
I also find it shocking that with counsilors in this school she didn't go talk to someone. Your life is worth more than your pride, and I pity anyone who does not realize this! I know if I were in that position I would talk, because I have been there and keeping it all inside only makes it worse - so if you're looking for any type of resolution that isn't one.
-sigh* It's just so sad. What I find even worse is that no one seems to know.. You'd imagine at school they'd let people know if this upset them and she was their friend they can go to the guidance office and talk to someone.. They also need to be telling people that if they feel like this there is someone to talk to, there are ways to deal, and it can
Cole @ 4:56 AM
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I also find it shocking that with counsilors in this school she didn't go talk to someone. Your life is worth more than your pride, and I pity anyone who does not realize this! I know if I were in that position I would talk, because I have been there and keeping it all inside only makes it worse - so if you're looking for any type of resolution that isn't one.
-sigh* It's just so sad. What I find even worse is that no one seems to know.. You'd imagine at school they'd let people know if this upset them and she was their friend they can go to the guidance office and talk to someone.. They also need to be telling people that if they feel like this there is someone to talk to, there are ways to deal, and it can
Cole @ 4:56 AM
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No more crappy outlook, i'm now using mozilla mail.. Slowly but surely I'm ditching ms. -lol*
Cole @ 11:03 AM
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Cole @ 11:03 AM
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[x ] Spell your first name backwards - elocin
[ x ] The story behind your lj user name - rp character
[ x ] Are you a lesbian - no
[ x ] Where do you live - wisconsin
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - dark, intellectual, lyrical, creative
DESCRIBE YOUR
[ x ] Wallet - dont have one
[ x ] Hairbrush - its metallica pink but the colour's coming off
[ x ] Toothbrush - purple
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily -poseur raver bracelets
[ x ] Pillow cover - scooby doo -lol*
[ x ] Blanket - which one?
[ x ] Coffee cup -dont use one
[ x ] Sunglasses - blue l(=
[ x ] shoes - one pair tennies one pair boots
[ x ] Handbag -black with purple stitching
[ x ] Favorite top - my cheshire kitty shirt
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - i dunno
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - bush 16 stone
[ x ] Tattoos -none yet
[ x ] Piercings - ^
[ x ] What you are wearing now - black grumpy baby dol tee and black/grey striped tigger boxers -lol*
[ x ] Hair - bit shorter than shoulder length fading red
[ x ] Makeup - none right now
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - koolaid
[ x ] In my head - achyness
[ x ] Wishing - could talk to rian
[ x ] After this - shower prolly
[ x ] Talking to - no one
[ x ] Eating - pizza
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason - i wouldnt/couldnt
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - rian!
[ x ] Is next to you - cd's
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - braveheart.
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - halloween
[ x ] The last thing you ate - pizza
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - being wrong
[ x ] Do you like candles - yup
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - mhmmm
[ x ] Do you like incense - depends on the scent
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - no whenever my nose bleeds it tastes like i swallowed a roll of quarters
[ x ] Do you believe in love - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - yes and no
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - sometimes
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - no
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - yes
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - crematedt
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - stupid people
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - baby polar bear!
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - well i've not gone to bed at all on numerous occasions
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - no
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - er kinda
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - i like dimes
[ x ] What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to -london, paris, vegas, ny, la, and el paso i wouldnt mind ;)
[ x ] What are some of your favorite pig out foods - bourbon chicken!
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - understanding is key
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - myself
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - amanda
Cole @ 12:46 PM
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[ x ] The story behind your lj user name - rp character
[ x ] Are you a lesbian - no
[ x ] Where do you live - wisconsin
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - dark, intellectual, lyrical, creative
DESCRIBE YOUR
[ x ] Wallet - dont have one
[ x ] Hairbrush - its metallica pink but the colour's coming off
[ x ] Toothbrush - purple
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily -poseur raver bracelets
[ x ] Pillow cover - scooby doo -lol*
[ x ] Blanket - which one?
[ x ] Coffee cup -dont use one
[ x ] Sunglasses - blue l(=
[ x ] shoes - one pair tennies one pair boots
[ x ] Handbag -black with purple stitching
[ x ] Favorite top - my cheshire kitty shirt
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - i dunno
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - bush 16 stone
[ x ] Tattoos -none yet
[ x ] Piercings - ^
[ x ] What you are wearing now - black grumpy baby dol tee and black/grey striped tigger boxers -lol*
[ x ] Hair - bit shorter than shoulder length fading red
[ x ] Makeup - none right now
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - koolaid
[ x ] In my head - achyness
[ x ] Wishing - could talk to rian
[ x ] After this - shower prolly
[ x ] Talking to - no one
[ x ] Eating - pizza
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason - i wouldnt/couldnt
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - rian!
[ x ] Is next to you - cd's
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - braveheart.
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - halloween
[ x ] The last thing you ate - pizza
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - being wrong
[ x ] Do you like candles - yup
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - mhmmm
[ x ] Do you like incense - depends on the scent
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - no whenever my nose bleeds it tastes like i swallowed a roll of quarters
[ x ] Do you believe in love - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - yes and no
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - sometimes
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - no
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - yes
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - crematedt
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - stupid people
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - baby polar bear!
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - well i've not gone to bed at all on numerous occasions
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - no
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - er kinda
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - i like dimes
[ x ] What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to -london, paris, vegas, ny, la, and el paso i wouldnt mind ;)
[ x ] What are some of your favorite pig out foods - bourbon chicken!
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - understanding is key
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - myself
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - amanda
Cole @ 12:46 PM
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Take no offense - but god you people are stupid. ;)
Q: how do you get this question thing on here?
A: Well it depends upon what you use for forms.. I use a script on my server so what I did was set up a form with one text area and just the submit button.. Inserted all the form/script information and voila!
Q: how big is my penis
A Not nearly as big as what you say.
Q: why are you so damn hot, colekitty?
A: Cause you need a stronger contact prescription? Maybe good genes, I dunno...
Q: How many?
A: Who's asking?
Q: Y does mistress of puppets sound like a porn site?
A: Why couldn't you type out the actual word for why? -shrugs* Your mind is dirty and you are not musicalyl educated my dear.
Cole @ 9:09 AM
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Q: how do you get this question thing on here?
A: Well it depends upon what you use for forms.. I use a script on my server so what I did was set up a form with one text area and just the submit button.. Inserted all the form/script information and voila!
Q: how big is my penis
A Not nearly as big as what you say.
Q: why are you so damn hot, colekitty?
A: Cause you need a stronger contact prescription? Maybe good genes, I dunno...
Q: How many?
A: Who's asking?
Q: Y does mistress of puppets sound like a porn site?
A: Why couldn't you type out the actual word for why? -shrugs* Your mind is dirty and you are not musicalyl educated my dear.
Cole @ 9:09 AM
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ginger's little ass needs to be smacked around a bit.. She comes over and I'm on the computer and I know she's going to ask to use it. I tell her I'm watching a movie (and I am!) and she asks if it's almost done and I tell her no.. So she storms off saying "fuck what I was gunna ask then" Christ, she's lucky I let her even use it... I don't know why she can't go down to the library!
[edit] grace says she'll have her comp back on monday!
Cole @ 8:27 AM
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[edit] grace says she'll have her comp back on monday!
Cole @ 8:27 AM
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kay so tonight was west's homecoming dance. I don't go there - but I went to the middle school for that side of town and 3 out of 4 years I have gone to their homecoming dance with my friends from there whom I consider my real friends
well you see I had to convince one of my friends to go.. and she's the one that picked me up and stuff so after having a fairly bad day she picked me up early and we redyed my hair and stuff at her house but then she goes online and talks to Steve and were supposed to be going to our other friends house and she wont get ready but we get ready and go to robyn's - only ashley is late.. so we all finish and they take some pictures but I didn't want to because I felt self conscious around robyns family then we leave - christina has to take her mom home nikki, ashley, and I go straight to the place and I leave my stuff in nikki's car
what happens is that nikki sits there and doesn't dance at all and we try to get her to but she feels like she HAS to go with a guy in order to have fun so she spends her time sitting at a table and whenever we come by her she leaves.. and then she give christina her camera and tell s her to "Waste" the pictures long story short - she leaves and tells me shell drop our stuff off tomorrow
well then christina and I decide we wanna go to perkins but ashley wants to stay so Christina and I stay in the gym cause its quieter less hot our feet hurt my ear hurts
the rest of the people come out and Ashley says she wants to go to robyns and watch movies but I really wanna go to perkins so she finally gives in and calls her parents and asks, but I wanted to get pictures but I felt like after the sweating we all looked pretty bad
and THEN i remember my camera is in nikki's coat pocket
so we go to perkins but I'm really upset that nikki has done this when this is like our last blast and I think after tonight we lost a friend
so I get there and I'm not happy and then we get this hot gay waiter and he comments about how I'm glaring and makes stupid jokes and eventually i have fun but I seriously feel bad especially because I used to be the girl that did that anyway he called me cute and all I could say is "you don't want to fuck cute" you know I'm sick of being cute.. That's for little girls
we make some jokes about the mirror by us being two way and stuff and I didn't order right away so it takes ages for met o order and by then I needed take out and we were like yea doggy bag let's tap on the two way mirror - he's behind us.. and he appears!
oh I skipped the part where he asked if he could pet me and I said yes.. He was damn fine
So we drop me off first because I'm closest, and then I talk to Rian a bit.. Well fought -smh* And it wasn't any fun - it didn't get me anywhere but upset. He doesn't seem to realize that I'm longing for him - not just anyone. I don't want anyone else.
p.s. My hair does not have spots now, and I like it much better.. I'd take a picture but I look like I just woke up, because I did and I don't have any of my makeup etc.
Cole @ 6:56 AM
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well you see I had to convince one of my friends to go.. and she's the one that picked me up and stuff so after having a fairly bad day she picked me up early and we redyed my hair and stuff at her house but then she goes online and talks to Steve and were supposed to be going to our other friends house and she wont get ready but we get ready and go to robyn's - only ashley is late.. so we all finish and they take some pictures but I didn't want to because I felt self conscious around robyns family then we leave - christina has to take her mom home nikki, ashley, and I go straight to the place and I leave my stuff in nikki's car
what happens is that nikki sits there and doesn't dance at all and we try to get her to but she feels like she HAS to go with a guy in order to have fun so she spends her time sitting at a table and whenever we come by her she leaves.. and then she give christina her camera and tell s her to "Waste" the pictures long story short - she leaves and tells me shell drop our stuff off tomorrow
well then christina and I decide we wanna go to perkins but ashley wants to stay so Christina and I stay in the gym cause its quieter less hot our feet hurt my ear hurts
the rest of the people come out and Ashley says she wants to go to robyns and watch movies but I really wanna go to perkins so she finally gives in and calls her parents and asks, but I wanted to get pictures but I felt like after the sweating we all looked pretty bad
and THEN i remember my camera is in nikki's coat pocket
so we go to perkins but I'm really upset that nikki has done this when this is like our last blast and I think after tonight we lost a friend
so I get there and I'm not happy and then we get this hot gay waiter and he comments about how I'm glaring and makes stupid jokes and eventually i have fun but I seriously feel bad especially because I used to be the girl that did that anyway he called me cute and all I could say is "you don't want to fuck cute" you know I'm sick of being cute.. That's for little girls
we make some jokes about the mirror by us being two way and stuff and I didn't order right away so it takes ages for met o order and by then I needed take out and we were like yea doggy bag let's tap on the two way mirror - he's behind us.. and he appears!
oh I skipped the part where he asked if he could pet me and I said yes.. He was damn fine
So we drop me off first because I'm closest, and then I talk to Rian a bit.. Well fought -smh* And it wasn't any fun - it didn't get me anywhere but upset. He doesn't seem to realize that I'm longing for him - not just anyone. I don't want anyone else.
p.s. My hair does not have spots now, and I like it much better.. I'd take a picture but I look like I just woke up, because I did and I don't have any of my makeup etc.
Cole @ 6:56 AM
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I hate when people actually use HTML in my guestbook.. but at least she used it correctly..
Oddly, you really wouldn't think this is a child safe site - as what they look for over at the site fights. Heh.
Cole @ 8:59 PM
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Oddly, you really wouldn't think this is a child safe site - as what they look for over at the site fights. Heh.
Cole @ 8:59 PM
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Go Cole, you clicked a link out and lost the post! Heh so..
Go look at my collective.
Next I have updating the hosting page and moved the link to the site menu for those of you who are too lazy too look. ;)
I also updated the random facts page.
I also have some new hostees, so go visit Zoya, Roxy, and Alicia.
Cole @ 12:19 PM
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Go look at my collective.
Next I have updating the hosting page and moved the link to the site menu for those of you who are too lazy too look. ;)
I also updated the random facts page.
I also have some new hostees, so go visit Zoya, Roxy, and Alicia.
Cole @ 12:19 PM
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I added 17 butotns ot the wall, and joined one more button rotation.. I'm really trying to clean up my favourites!
Cole @ 2:13 PM
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Cole @ 2:13 PM
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