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Happy Tuesday!

Okay so it’s only like 45 minutes into the day but I woke up at like 11. -lol* See Ashley(best friend) spent the night and we played games and video games and stuff and it was fun, but when she fell asleep I wasn’t tired so I wound up staying up all night. After she left (1 ish) I finally fell asleep. I was woke up by Ashe calling cause she wanted me to get up and come over because Mel and Ben were there. I talked to Ben and it was fun; I miss him. I wanted to go over there but I’m so dead tired! So they let me sleep.

I really love spending time with Ashley because I don’t see her nearly enough and when we went to the same schools I’d see her daily then talk to her on the phone afterward. Now I’d feel silly calling her to talk about those daily things. =\ Oh well. She wants me to go to college in Chicago. Oh, which reminds me. I was accepted into the International Academy of Design and Technology.

So now I need ot decide whether to go there or Collins. Collins would be closer to a certain someone but I don’t think I should let that affect my decision. Then again I shouldn’t let Ashley affect my decision either. At both places I’ll be living in apartments and have to work a part time job at least. I’ll be going to school for the same thing. I know people in Chicago whereas I know no one in Arizona. That can be pretty scary. If you can’t tell I’m just debating with myself here, so I’ll stop. d=

Speakingo f jobs I put in an application to do tutoring for little kids through school. It’s not much but it is something.

I think it’s also about time to change the layout, don’t you? This one’s nice but it wasn’t my best effort. I did little to a picture that was already awesome. i’m also getting sick of the “nice layout” comments because people from Provance are not supposed to comment like that. It shows you didn’t read my blog, or if you’re not interested you didn’t take time to read anything else on the site to comment about. -rme* Gee, thanks!

Anyway I’m going to take a long awaited shower. Look for the new layout, but first I’ll put up some more pictures of me and of my Christmas stuffs!

New post

New post, new pic, almost a new year.. Heh

Well on Wednesday we went to Tim’s mom’s and opened presents. Honestly, it was disappointing but I was also being a selfish brat and on Christmas I wound up fighting with Tim. I did leave a little apology note last night, however. Yesterday we went back there to eat, but because they left without me I wound up eating alone, as usual.

Then Heather picked me up from there and I spent some time with her. Her parents really are psychotic. I feel bad. =\ They kept trying to feed me and I thought that was just a little odd. I honestly do not look like I need to be fed.

The kid keeps trying to pull the lights off the tree. -glares* My wrist and fingers hurt as well so I thinkI’m going to go take a shower.

Ugh.. flu?

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I don’t know but last night my stomach really hurt to I went to bed at like 11.. only it hurt even more to lay down and pretty soon I was throwing up.. Let’s just say I slept like crap and now my ribs hurt from all the puking. x.x

Anyway besides being sore and having an awful headache I’m feeling mostly better..
We’re finally on break now! Woohoo, kinda.. I have a chem test to do over break though.
I’ll update more when I’m feeling better

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Well I know have an hour and a half off at the end of every day because I dropped calc. I wasn’t doing well, but I know I could have done well if I’d put any effort into it. I didn’t try and I feel as though I let myself (and Roch) down just walking out the easy way; however, I do feel relieved and I will devote more time to chemistry, and it’s not like I need it for any of the colleges I’m looking at. Yesterdya I felt bad aobut this. I felt as though I had done the typical thing people in my family do: run away from their problems. It’s probably the only thing I really regret about my life so far.. So in a way i’m punishing myself by not letting me go back; I made mymind and I have to deal with the consequences which means I will learn from my mistakes. Don’t I sound like a psycho?

In other words Valarya gave me an xmas card and she drew a little comic book thingy. It shows our tree falling down on us and me dying. It’s true except for the dying part. ^_^

I have one more college ap to send off and if I didn’t tell you I was accepted to Collins as well. Mom needs to sign something and we fax it in then I’m all done! I’m so excited

Tomorrow is our last day of school and the only class I’m doing anything serious in is chemistry. We have to finish the lab we started today and I really had no idear what i was doing. o.0 But I think everyone was behind and not just us. In every other class I have some sort of party. I’m going to get fatter than I already am. All I can say is wow, I though this was high school? -laughs*

Anyway I love Rian

Daily Dirt
1. What’s your favourite celebration ever? I don’t really plan things like this. If it happens it happens and I go along with it and things are much more fun when they’re spontaneous anyway.
2. Where do you love to celebrate your birthday? I don’t anymore. It’s been forgotten for the past two years and I have learned not to get my expectations too high. Whenever I have parties there are fights or I wind up not being the centero f attention and feel like no one cares and I get all melodramatic and then the shit really hits the fan.
3. Do you celebrate anniversaries? On the 7th Rian and I always say happy anniversary in some way…
4. What other stuff do you celebrate that does not have an exact dates? Floppy’s birthday.. I don’t know when it is, but sometime in may I tihnk. This year he turned 4 and I bought him a pink catnip mouse!
5. Ever celebrated anything alone? I don’t know..

Erg

why is blogger being so ungodly slow?
anyway i just thought i’d post saying its great you were all amused at the beer bitch comment but i didn’t make that up
also my English teacher is a bitch
i feel like shit
go visit hannah

My weekend

Friday night I went to Holly’s 18th bday party.. Yes, alcohol and all. I didn’t drink much, mellow yellow for me because I’m not a big alcohol drinker.

I wound up being the beer bitch – everytime someone needed to do something I wound up holding their beer. Oh well, life goes on..

Anyway when we got there (Wenny, Dan, Ashe, Heather, and I) some people were already drunk.. Cody was pissed at his girlfriend or something so he slammed half a bottle of rum and wound up passed out half the night. While he was passed out they moved ihm down to the fire and drew on his face. THey being Holly’s brother and her nephew. Her brother is late early 30′s, late 20′s – how mature. -rme*

Erin was drunk too. Everytime he had a new beer it was like “this is beer # i’m so drunk” While I’m sure he was a little tipsy if I walked around saying I was drunk and being stupid eventually people would believe me too.. Any no one just sobers up.. You’re not durnk one minute and sober the next..

So anywya Cody’s girlfriend was really pissed he did that and I can udnerstand and I think their relationship needs some work and I hope to fuck he doesn’t read this blog entry.

So Heather got a bit drunk and kissed me on the cheek and schmidty was all “keep going.” I’m not sure if he was drinking either, but he was just great. Zer was another one who was drinking – she was all “Cole join my dance party in the garage” and she was the only one dancing. -lol*
Isaac showed up and left like 5 minutes later which I thought was rude.. tHey went to another party but MEgan came back because she said it sucked and eventually Katie and Zer came back too.. They had the bonfire all nice and stuff but no marshmallows )=

Well one of the trees started onfire so a bunch of drunk guys tried to fight it and it was hilarious.
At one point we were standing on the patio and Ashe was beant over slightly b/c she was laughing and Elise was walking toward her or something and thye collided. We heard Elise’s nose crack and she got a cut straight across the bridge. I think the bone broke and it was a clean cut. Now Elise is blaming Ashe and we can’t figure out why she was charging at Ashe in the first place.

People took Holly’s mom liquor and like no one said thsnk you so I made sure I did before we left.
Ashe and Dan spent a lot of time talking to eachother b/c they had a lot in common and that was cool. I think it upset Wenny but she didn’t want it to, but I don’t know really..

So then Ashe spent the night and we talked a bit and she’s not feeling the best over some things. I’m really not sure what I can say though. The enxt day Ashe woke me up but I didn’t wanna get up because my throat was killing em and I barely had a voice, but by last night it was better. We played gaames and watched movies and it was fun.

Her mommy came over and met mine; she saw our animals, too. Then Lary called and we set up when she’d come over to work on our paper and she caleld later because she was lost. Then we were talking and working on our paper and the fucking tree fell down because it was in a bucket and not a tree stand; the trunk was too wide to fit. So Lary held the tree while mom sawed off some and we forced it into the stand but it wasn’t standing so we caleld Bill to see if they had any ploywood and they did but that wouldn’t help. We wound up sawing off more of the turnk which made it even worse and decided we needed a new stand because ours sucks. Then Bill brought over an old stand but it didn’t have screws and ours wouldn’t fit so Lary drove mom to shopko and her car was being stupid. -laughs* It was hilarious.. Anyway they got back and we put up the tree and Tom shows up. We finally get it all good and LAry goes home. Tim wakes up after all this and surprisingly we didn’t break anything. However when I was redecorating the tree

I accidently broke one of the icycles I bought for mom last year. Arg.

Anyway today I woke up feeling like this and I can’t breathe. I watched I am Sam and it was so sad. I need ot go finish that paper now.

Random

Uh yea, I’ll post more later, but if you find a post hard to comment on.. comment on another one. -gasp!*

My weirdest visitors are those people i know -laughs*

Well yesterdays I wasn’t in a good mood cause I had this awful headache and I still had it this morning so I stayed home, That and the fact that I overslept because I fell asleep so early. Bah.
I didn’t get to talk to Rian, but I’ll live.. maybe. I’m missing part of a math test but I’ll just take it all tomorrow and then during my resource. I really need to do well on that test me thinks, but I don’t know how well I’ll do considering as I really fucked up that quiz yesterday.

We got our rough draft back and it was 20/20 points, although I really dislike works cited and SUCK at doing them.

I finally will be going down to visit ITT Tech in Green Bay on the 13th. And I received the application stuff from Collins again so I’ll do that and hopefully it’ll go through. A
Ashley’s cup arrived and I gave it to her right away/ She was really happy, until she found out Mel tried to kill herself.. Not good stuff.. So I listened to her talk about that.. I don’t know Mel very well but can’t say I expected it. From the sound of it though she had problems with depression before.. She’s okay though..

I’m going to go update all my cliques and fanlistings now.
Done with that.. now on to some questions

Q: how long are you going to be a resident of mars?
A: I haven’t even received my papers yet, technically I’m an illegal alium! ^_^

Q: would johnny depp play a good willy wonka?
A: He’s a decent actor, I didn’t have any interesting POTC but with Burton directing (and we all know what a good team they are!) it’ll be decent at least!

Q: who are you
A: No my dear, the question is who are YOU? If you really want to know look around.

Q: Above what Questions?
A: Maybe you should just start IMing me, girl. The links to the sites where I got the questions are above those questions.

Q: Corven luvz u 2 that aint a ? tho ah well
A: You’re right, it’s not, and I didn’t even have to correct you!

I have also edited the guess the movie and lyrics pages.. finally!