The Scrolls

Archive for March, 2003

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2 months until my birthday!

_{mr shrub you’re a dumbass.}

New content added

added new bg’s.

Computer not working

Hits are shit. Cause i havent been here to bring anyone in.
Theyll prolly remain so for a while.
I dont think its a virus, but the comp is running really slow, and freezing a lot. Im lucky if i can even get it to start.
I cant do anything on it. If I can get it to work semi correctly, it eventually freezes up.
IE wont load any pages.
I have defragged and done a virus check, so i have no fucking clue whats wrong.
ps the gateway tech support = dumbshits.

Crappy computer

my computer is seriously fucked. -sl-

last night it froze and i had to shut it down manually. then it told me that the date thing was missing. so i got pissed and shut it down again. when it restarted it reset back to 1990. woops. so i fixed the date and time,. and all the programs/files are okay.
it freezes a lot though. its crazy. it freezes just turning it on.

anyway i was trying to print this paper for yasha class that i finally finished. it printed off the cover page and then stopped telling me the printer was not connected. wtf. I’ve been trying to get this done for a freaking month and a half and now it shits out on me.

so i cant print it, and when i tried to reinstall the printer the disk froze.

i cant even get the stupid shit to restart correctly.
-growls-
if you’re wondering, I’m not at home.

Outta the loop

ozpark.
i am really outta this loop.
people don’t talk to me any more, even when i try. -l*
and all these others keep in contact outside the site and i dont.. and when i find out people have pages, and i’m not on their friends page, it fucking depresses me.
you’d never understand.
its deja vu, this is what got me down before..
and it’s not right, but grr.
i don’t know how to deal with the way that i am.
i’m not special anymore

Desensitized to War

i cried

when i heard on the radio that bush gave the go to troops
i cried when i saw the special edition paper dedicated to the war and presenting shrub as a hero
i would have cried when i saw the paper saying they bombed back
but i was at work

and it scares me cause people dont seem to care!
why the fuck are you so desensitized?

the ABCs of Josh

a is for the asshole be became
b is for the bitch he made me into
c is for the crap he put me through
d is for the dick he doesn’t have.
e is for the envy i had of others
f is for the fuck he never got
g is for the guys i thought i knew.
h is for the hurt i couldn’t escape.
i is for ignorant.. he overused his share
j is for jackass. ’nuff said.
k is for kiss.. the ones we never shared.
l is for lies, the only thing he knew.
m is for the mercy i never should have given.
n is for the nothing. the void he left inside.
o is for overdose.. what he did that scared me half to death.
p is for prick, he was one of the best.
q is for quit, the thing i should’ve done.
r is for the restless nights, all the times i cried.
s is for the shit i can’t believe i ever believed.
t is for tough love. his was something else.
t is also for the trust he quickly lost.
u is for unlucky. what else could i have been?
u is also for the used feeling i was left with.
v is for the vulnerable state he left me in.
w is for the whore i felt like.
x is for the exit which i could never find.
y is for the youth i quickly lost.
z is for the sleep i didn’t get.