6/10/2002

nobody posts.. -sl* which means nobody reads, and mebbe that's good, but it just seems like no one cares.. i really need t'get more traffic!
anyway it's been a while working on different sites and stuff -nods* dealing with mom's pregnancy.. you're all surprised right? heh.. last time i wasn't happy.. m'not this time.. i'll be 17 years older, tim's still married, she's going t'see this child as the one that wasn't a fuck up, step families don't work, and our relationship isn't good anyway. it all leads down t'how she wants this perfect life, that DOESN'T exist, and m'not good enough.
does she care, how this hurts me? did she even fucking ask? of course not. she's too enveloped in herself t'ever realize these things.
Cole @ 1:32 AM
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