4/14/2002

m'so fucked up... its not even funny..
i think i need t'explain the way i see myself
i dont think m'attractive.. and this is weird.. cause there are a ton of people who will argue...
so i blame this for the fact that i.. well how do i say it.. that no one likes me..
which is a fucking lie.. cause i have been liked.. and i know it..
however maybe my standards are too high..
get over it cole
m'talking t'myself
dear lady -l*
anyway this is why cole is in so many relationships online, and why so many of them have resulted in total catstrophy
and i dont like m'attitude.. m'a totally bitch at school.. totally unreadable.. and then no one asks whats wrong cause they cant tell and i only wind up more upset cause i think no one knows me well enough or no one cares.. and im not even trying t'be unreadable am i?

anyway
its wound up that i got distracted
and i dont feel the need t'explain anymore
Cole @ 2:01 AM
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